me awake couch.
was a bit ', which I did not sleep on the couch ...
drink milk and coffee, I light up a cigarette.
was a bit ', which I lit a cigarette in the early morning ...
me a take taste in my mouth. burn my eyes. I just remembered why do not smoke anymore, just awake. the turn out.
I drag myself up to my PC and internet connection of the drip. you are there. and I'm here too. and because, simply do not make a difference between good and evil, between day and night, between happiness and boredom, between indifference and mild, simply, do not try.
I open the job for the exam, and while the processor consumptive pitches trying to upload the files in the most painless way possible, I allow myself a moment to hear the galloping of my heart.
out the window teeming humanity Fernet is already tired, playing their horns and drag the dogs on a leash. inside of me stirs something equally hectic who knows a bit 'of anger and a bit' sad. a bit 'disappointed and a bit' of pain.
but only momentarily, the glow of a ray of sun reflected on the windshield of a passing car that has already gone ...
this heaven and this dirty light gray inflate the air of a film that sticks to the colors and makes them inconsistent. and that is good. does not distinguish so well the green!
big dreams, big plans, big trips, big expectations and big emotions are reserved for great men. and the great women. to small men and small women, it is to wander around in search of balance and happiness that is sometimes a bit 'incomplete ... but can still be beautiful.
I have no idea what it is for the indifferent.
for me this morning, Vincent is putting on Galapagos.
and the feeling of having fought enough for something which I believed.
deep and cruel, and that feeling of accomplishment of which he speaks when he says Guccini
understand that your father is the same,
you'll see a bit 'crazy and a little' wise in spending
always equally scared
fear and courage and the courage to live with the weight that each
led
fear and the courage to say
"I have always tried "
ost:
smashing pumpkins, galapagos
cited:
Guccini, and one day ...
photo:
me @ roma, fountain in the nose of the Ara Pacis
"Long Long Time Ago ... I can still Remembranza ... how That music used to make me smile ..."